Hmmnnn, today is the first day he works at the other country. don't know when will he come back. i'm sure i will miss him badly ;) a bit can't adapt the day without his call or messages ahahaha x) but this is not the point i'm typing this post XD because today is totally free and laziness still stick on me no feels like to do any revision although i know the holly shit UEC trial exam is appoarching. two months to go. and 4 months left i have to leave the lovely chong hwa i had been studying for 6 years. i will have a million of reluctant to leave during the graduation day. even i hate this school much i still love it too x)
since today is so free. i do some research about futher study at taiwan, fashion design course. errrr maybe i still have to think about what should i choose. reality or dreams? ohhh i really confuse. fashion design must be a super high cost study since it was all about fashion and classes things. but banking and finance will be enough to cover my family economic burden. it's really a very difficult decision i have to make. sometimes i will complain why is my family not rich enough to fulfill my dreams. why must i have to do things that i'm not interested just for the purpose to earn money. life is hard i know. and i clearly know earn money is hard because i experience before. now want me to force myself to do things i don't like just to earn money. it's absolutely lifeless! but, what can i do? i don't know how to choose.
