holiday ♥

should i say i love my holiday?
YES!
nothing to do after exam
extremely free
of cause i love it so much
but i think much too
thinking him and her
boys and girls
and all those nonsense

my phone had not rang for a long time
i don't no i'm waiting him or her
or both?
maybe both i shouldn't
it's all meaningless

my brother is facing UEC all the week
and i'll open PPS all the week
decadence all the week
but while i'm doing this
i still will thinking him and her
bothering how and why

siew kuan
i have to say
我一点也不潇洒 我拿不起 也放不下
no matter friendship or love
i'm always the loser
i just can say
真心难寻

this is the fact
in this 16 years
i don't no where can i find it
where should i find it

i'm tired
very tired

i don't like to think much when alone
somebody told me that's not healthy
but i still to do so
because i AM always alone

right?
meii